{"id":1634,"date":"2001-09-26T07:13:15","date_gmt":"2001-09-26T07:13:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ceritanet.com\/?p=1634"},"modified":"2022-12-13T22:08:47","modified_gmt":"2022-12-13T22:08:47","slug":"memento-mori","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ceritanet.com\/?p=1634","title":{"rendered":"Memento Mori &#8211; Sitok Srengenge"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Pada parasmu yang pucat<br>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0kubaca gurat isyarat:<br>cambuk angin<br>\u00a0musim dingin,<br>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0perusuh yang kembali<br>dengan sisa dengki laskar Stasi<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Cahaya terkubur di kota yang tidur,<br>anak-anak dan perempuan dari Timur<br>mimpi sekerat roti dan seteguk anggur<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sungguh, kausuguhkan padaku<br>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;malam itu:<br>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;letus tulang di tungku krematorium<br>dan kuntum-kuntum gandum yang alum<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;Selebihnya selingkup selimut,<br>selembut dan selembab kabut<br>&nbsp;digetar guruh yang meronta<br>jauh di relung hutan cemara<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Dan kita pun tiarap,<br>dan napas pun tersekap<br>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Kamar jadi sesunyi ruang kremasi<br>lenguh luluh terpanggang api birahi<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Di balik matamu yang terpejam,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>seorang perempuan membakar Mein Kampf diam-diam<br>Kata-kata perkasa Si Fuhrer itu lantak ke dalam sekam,<br>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;seperti bara tubuhmu yang gemeretak dan padam<br>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Sejarah, remah, gairah, kembali susut ke tanah,<br>tempat awal dan akhir langkah bertaut di satu noktah<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Bahkan kau yang berjalan dengan khayal<br>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;kelak istirah di sebuah negeri oriental:<br>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;sejenak jiwa<br>di sejengkal Jawa.<br>&nbsp;&nbsp;Tapi sukmaku akan senantiasa mengembara<br>mencari tanah yang dijanjikan, entah di mana.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Selapang yang kaubayangkan, ribuan mil,<br>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;terbentang antara Eifrat dan Nil<br>Tapi kaummu merebut,<br>&nbsp;&nbsp;tapi kaulmu terenggut<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Burung-burung<br>lintas di remang bayang gedung,<br>tapi kaulihat diri sendiri, gamang di kegelapan<br>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0bicara dalam bahasa orang Selatan<br><br>Langit bagai telungkup nyiru<br>dengan geletar cahaya zohal<br>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0&#8220;Aku ingin kembali, Ibu.<br>Anakmu masih bocah nakal.&#8221;<br>***<br><em>1997<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Pada parasmu yang pucat\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0kubaca gurat isyarat:cambuk angin\u00a0musim dingin,\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0perusuh yang kembalidengan sisa dengki laskar Stasi &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Cahaya terkubur di kota yang tidur,anak-anak dan perempuan dari Timurmimpi sekerat roti dan seteguk anggur Sungguh, kausuguhkan padaku&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;malam itu:&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;letus tulang di tungku krematoriumdan kuntum-kuntum gandum yang alum &nbsp;Selebihnya selingkup selimut,selembut dan selembab kabut&nbsp;digetar guruh yang merontajauh di relung hutan cemara &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Dan 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